About Me
I am Mouseborg
As it stands, this is by no means complete. I may forget things or things may change. This will update as necessary
Content Warning
The section titled "I have been through hell and back" discusses abuse and neglect. As it has great significance to my life, I figured it was important to include it here. It is not recommended to those who feel they are not in the right headspace or those who wish to shield themselves from the harsh realities others face to read that section. If you have or are suffering from something like what I faced or are someone who wishes to help those who are, read on. Right now, there might not be much. I feel, however, it is enough to merit a warning.
Take care of yourself.
With love,
J. L. Chipman
Me at a Glance
- Name: J. L. "Mouseborg" Chipman (That's all you all get for now, I'll bet you can find what I don't say if you know where to look)
- Year of Birth: 2005
- Gender: "Agender" (see below)
- Sexuality: Pansexual
- Pronouns: Any
- Citizenship: United States of ameriKKKa(Not proud of it, especially with the way things look to be going)
- Ethnicity: German-Irish-Norwegian-et_al Mutt a.k.a. North/Western European Mutt a.k.a "White"
- Astrology Sign: Y'know that's bullshit, right?
- Languages: English(native speaker, hate it), Lojban(grammar's fine, vocab... not so much), Toki pona(A teensy bit, plan on learning more), Enough of some languages to be either pointless or get me in trouble(no, I'm not listing them)
I am neurodivergent.
I have LSN (Low Support Needs) Autism, formerly known as Asperger Syndrome. I have been known to stim by rocking and clasping my hands together. I have been known to fidget. I suspect I have ADHD, however I neither received a formal diagnosis nor trust a self-diagnosis.
I am agender and pansexual.
This is something I have mulled over for a long time. I don't know if this is truly accurate to myself, but this is what I have concluded thus far.
Agender
This has made me think for a while.
The simplest way to describe it is this: I am not agender as in "no gender"; I am agender as in "a gender".
It's like the emotion you feel when you aren't feeling any emotion. Does that make sense? I feel like that doesn't make sense.
I feel a gender. just not any I can name. the only way to describe it, the way that fits best for me right now, is agender
Pansexual
I do feel romantic and sexual attraction to all genders (or lack therof). Needless to say (I hope), I am not attracted to everyone no more than cishets are attracted to all of the "opposite" gender.
I am antihierarchy/anti-elitist
My homepage states I am an egalitarian anarcho-communist, which is correct, but doesn't tell the whole story.
I am firmly against hierarchies and elitism. I am also opposed to needless competition and all forms of oppression. However, it all falls out of the West's disturbing obsession with hierarchies and elitism.
A more specific, but by no means exhaustive, list of what hierarchies I am opposed to, in no particular order, are as follows:
- Capitalism
- Copyright(I use CC0 for a reason. Hint, hint)
- Gatekeeping
- All forms of bigotry (e.g. racism, sexism, queermisia)
- Any form of government
- Patriarchies and Matriarchies(Though my main focus is patriarchies at the moment because that is what dominates the West)
- Stalinist crap, Nazi crap
- Cross-generational fighting(Seriously, knock that shit off. It's pointless and stupid. All generations are shit. There. Now STFU about it.)
- Forced religion(Mainly Christianity at the moment because, again, that's what dominates the West), forced pregnancy, hell, forced anything
I have been through hell and back.
For the first 8-10 years of my life, my brother and I were isolated and neglected. Sure we got food, clothes, and shelter, but we didn't go to school nor go outside much. That's because my parents are selfish assholes. The only good thing they did was break the brainwashing done to kids that parents, hell, anybody, should be blindly followed. Not that they intended this, mind you, nor that I realized it immediately(it didn't even register with me for a while after my grandparents took custody that there was a problem until Reality kicked me in the face.), but that's how the cookie crumbles.
Admittedly, for a time, I held right-wing values(not that they were extreme, mind you, but enough to say I did), which naturally meant I was a bit of a POS. Of course, that was most likely due to my isolation. After I went to live with my grandparents, I became more left-wing and, by definition, more sensible.
If I could choose whether I went through the hell I went through or not, I would gladly do so because it helped make me What I Am Today.
I am a furry.
I'm certain this comes as no surprise, especially since this fact is among the first things anyone who looks at my profiles and website sees.
To those who don't know (e.g. haters *clears throat*), a furry is someone who has an interest in, an association with, or a hobby related to anthropomorphic animals.
I have a Digital Form that I use to represent myself online (not a fursona), a fennec fursona that represents the chaos in my head, and a fennec-clownfish-moth hybrid fursona that represents my usual calm exterior and the calmer parts of myself.
At the moment, the only thing receiving an actual image is my Digital Form, and even that is incomplete and janky. Stay tuned.
I also have a few OCs (that I'll stick under CC0) that, again, have yet to be realized, because of general burnout. A change in scenery that should be coming soon should fix that. Stay tuned on that as well.
I think I've been a furry from an early age. I just simply didn't know it at the time. Then again, I was isolated for the first 8-10 years of my life, so... yeah.
Things I Like
Here are some things I enjoy, categorized and in no particular order:
Webcomics
- Kevin and Kell
- Sparklecare and its AUs(
technically copyrighted, but the author doesn't care as long as you leave her fursonas alone and don't do shit you shouldn't be doing in the first place(FYI, this is my interpretation of Kittycorn's rules for use.) ) - Nose Ears(CC-BY-SA)
- RAM the Robot
- Ludicrital(16+ and CC0)
- Peter and Company
- Whitney and Company(18+)
- Meet Me in the Woods
- Nothing Doing
- Cloudscratcher
- Wuffle(CC0)
Hobbies
- Programming
- Composing and making music
- Reading
- Videogames
- Math
- Free Software/Free Culture
Music
- Chiptune/Tracker music
- Microtonal
- Rock
- Industrial metal
- Electro Swing
Random Crap that has no Home
- I can be very... passionate with things. I also have a temper that I'm working on but gets away from me some times. I also can't stand bullshit. See where I'm going with this?
- I have quite a few projects I want to work on. However, between crap at home, crap at school, and all of that burning me out, it'll be a coon's age before I even start any of it.
- If I call you out, it's not because I hate you. It's because I want to help you be a better person. Naturally, if I screw up, tell me and I'll fix it.
- I can handle ignorance; I can't handle stupidity.
- I do see a therapist and am doing quite well, thank you very much.
- I tend to go with the flow (not that I won't change the flow if necessary, mind you, but sometimes things can't be changed.). This might partially explain my attraction to Buddhism, Taoism, and koans (at least the nonesoteric varieties)
- I can read and write C, Python, Javascript, and Scheme. I can read and write Java to an extent, but Java is a joke that will not be discussed any further.
Operant conditioning is not a substitute for morality, dumbasses. - Koans don't go against logic; they go against your logic.
- It all works out in the end.
FAQ
Why does this look so basic?
I like the look and I'm trying to be minimalist. Besides, I don't need half a billion columns that go to shit when a user stylesheet is applied, which leads into my next point. I provide a basic look that doesn't look like shit, (hopefully) doesn't irritate the eyes, and
Does this site use JS?
At the moment, no. I don't need it for anything and I would only use it for interactive stuff anyhow.
Does this site have secrets?
Yes, indeed!